OH YES.

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I am like 50% done coloring my first done picture that I've done in a while.

:] It's of the Happy Tree Friends girls. haha. D:
I haven't drawn in so long ..but I've gotten into such a drawing mode ..and I finally got Photoshop on my laptop ..so I'm so into it again.

SO YES. watch that new name ..:]
cause I'm back!
for real.

>< i'm such a procrastinator.
i've drawn.
but i'm lazy to do more to it. xD;
eventually. haha.


and oh. school starts soon.
but i'm not going back. o_o;
cause i like ...graduated....

SURVEY



Info
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercing.
[x] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[ ] I'm in school
[x] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[x] I failed more than 1 class last year
[x] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[xg] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[x] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x]I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[x] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[x] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[x] I've passed out from drinking.
[x] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've smoked weed.
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[x] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[x] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide.
[x] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[x] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[x] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[ ] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun
[ ] I am in love with love.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a bug in the room.
[ ] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

...yep, you heard me.
I haven't really drawn in SO long. like actual draw. I did stupid little doodles out of boredom in school. But yeah.

So I want you guys to give me some things to draw. So I don't have to have the annoyance of not being able to draw + not even knowing what to draw. xD And I could get the picture in my head easier so yeah.

I'm so bored. I just want to draw again. lmao idk.

ughughugh. I'm not drinking again ...for a very longggggg time. xD; today was one of the most shitty days ever. jeez. I woke up and puked on my floor. Had to clean that up ...but then I felt better.

BUT I HATE HANGOVERS.....

I felt better when I went downstairs and my mom, grandma and brother went to the store again ..so I was in the AC since it made me feel better ..But I started feeling weird ..and I went into the bathroom. And it came out again. But I hadn't eaten all day. All I've had to drink was water ...but only early in the morning, cause I didn't want to drink or eat anything because I didn't want to throw it up. But I wasn't really throwing up anything ..I was just dry heaving ..like that time at school. >>; HURTS SO MUCH. But then when I forced myself to throw up something ..I'm guessing it was the alcohol coming out of my system ..cause it was this clear yellowish color like the stuff I drank last night. But yeah ...gagged a few times, and I was sweating and breathing like crazy ..and then I felt better again and went into the AC.

I went back upstairs to rest ..but I got that feeling again ..and I took out my Aeropastale bag and puked in there the rest of the times I had to. Ah god ..that feeling is so fucking uncomfortable. I hate puking. It just wears me out ...and it sucks cause I barely got any sleep at all.

After my mom came back with the pizza ..and I decided I had to eat something ..and I thought maybe it would make me feel better ..so I took the tiniest bites out of the pizza. At times I felt like I was gonna puke it out, but I didn't. And then I went back upstairs and went to sleep. My clothes from Delia's arrived too. :] Love them.

And then I felt a whole lot better and me, my mom and Kyle went to Double Twister to get ice cream. I just got a small chocolate shake cause I didn't want to force my stomach to take in all this ice cream. Yeah ..it made me feel better.


I still have a headache ..but the puking is definitely done. I haven't thrown up since like 4:30 ...and it's 8:45. :]
whee.
definitely going to bed early tonight.

STAYING AWAY FROM ALCOHOL. UGH.

So I is finally 18.
It feels weird to be legal.
And an adult, kinda.
xD;

Like let's see all the wonderful things I can do now.

Buy cigarettes ANYWHERE legally (not just from the indian. xD)
I can get charged HUGE and put in prison for stuffs now.
I can buy stuff over the TV.
I CAN BUY PORN!
and look at porn without feeling bad about the "YOU MUST BE 18 AND OVER"
I can get in trouble for having sex with younger people.
I can have sex with anyone older than me without them getting in trouble.
I can drive ANYONE at ANYTIME and have NONE of those gay under the age of 18 rules in the car. (like the midnight curfew ..YEAH RIGHT!)
I CAN VOTE ...OMGHEEE. HOW EXCITING.

..I still can't buy alcohol.BOO. that's so annoying. You can do practically EVERYTHING ...and then not alcohol. BOOOO. xD

I'M LEGAL. I'M NOT A MINOR.

HOLY SHITZNUTZZZZZ!!!!